Groups

     Have you ever felt left out? I am sure everybody has. There are groups of people and they hang out all the time. There is just no group for me. This makes me feel unique, but i also like someone to talk to all the time. I know that it is God's will for me to not get into different groups.
     My sister has an accountability partner. Not only that but also someone she can talk to about anything. I have been on the search for one also. "Things never happen the same way twice my dear" -Aslan. I will have a different story to tell from my sister. I put it into God's hands and when i wrote the sentence explaining it in my journal, this one girl popped into my head. That made me smile. God gives me joy when i don't feel like having it. I love those moments!

Resolution, Searching, and Believing

Since it's the new year i have made a resolution:
   I am on a search to find one of my friends from 5th grade and get in contact with her.
           I am going to look on Google Plus, Facebook, Instagram and more.
  There was this one girl in 5th grade who I tried to lead to Christ. Now that I look back at it I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready to lead someone because I wasn't done following. I needed to have my strengthening before I could strengthen others.
           I believe now that I am strong in the faith. I've heard His calling and gained strength through it. I belive that this is what God is calling me to do because i am so excited about it!
           I would love it if you would pray for those who have the longing like i do to share the gospel with others.

Abortion

      My dream job and calling is to be an ultrasound technician.  One thing i hope to do is to discourage abortion. So, i am strongly pro life. Here is a link to a video of a 12 year old girl who makes a speech to her class about abortion. You have to check this video out. It is amazing!

  Here is the link:  www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOR1wUqvJS4
Copy and paste it on the search bar.
      I really love this speech!
      I was on you tube a while ago and saw a couple videos of teens that were pregnant and gave birth to a child. They both said that they thought their baby was the joy in their life. They both also said that they would never make the decision they did, would never encourage it, and was trying to help others who are going through the same thing. One of the girls said that they would never even consider abortion! I am heart broken for these girls my age.
 This is a REAL problem. I encourage you to reach out and help your community and don't judge the people in this situation. They NEED friends! They NEED Christ in their life to direct them!
REACH OUT TO THOSE WHO SEEM LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not just people with the thought of abortion but everyone else! Put yourself in their shoes and Do What Jesus Would Do!!!!!!!!!

Group Talk

   The girls my class and I were talking and we brought up how crazy our class was. We were trying to make the conversation on what my English teacher said last year about how our class could be really influential to the school because we have the biggest class. So we decided to have a verse each week to memorize and to build our relationships around God. To have our conversations a reflection of our growth through Him.
     I really encourage this with your friends or family. I also encourage you to find friends that you can talk about anything with! Especially to talk about God!!

One of the Many Things

    One thing i have learned from my growth with Christ is that you have to continue to give yourself up to Him each day. He will listen and lift you up.
     He knows what you need and He will give it to you if you are willing to get out of the ditch on the side of the road back onto the path He provided.
      One prayer i have found myself praying is for God to carry me. For Him to be my shoulder to cry on and my encouragement in time of trouble. For Him to just be my Protecter, Strength, and Hope for the future.
                     He Truly is an Awesome God!!!!

To Expirience

    I was so blessed to expirience someome coming to Christ.
    At my friend's weekend retreat on a Saturday, i witnessed someone's reserection. She had never fully entered a true relationship with Christ untill that day. It was a life changing desicion and i was there!
    I felt God's presence and i felt it radiating off her. I knew that she had made the choice whole heartedly. It was a beautiful thing to expirience.

Realizing

     Isn't it so cool to look over what you wrote right before something changed your life? Well i was just looking over my notes from camp on the evening that changed my life and that night one of my pasters had talked so little about a calling.While i was writeing those notes i remember thinking that he should talk more about someone's calling.
       Even earlier than that when another church had a musical program and during rehersal people could do devotions, i was thinking about doing one on someone's calling just i didn't think it was the right time. God had put me on this ongoing adventure and everything i thought and did worked up to it...
      I Love God!!!!!!!!!! Don't you? He works everything for His good! He has a Will and there will always be a Way!